Surely it will not be easy, but please forgive me. I made a terrible mistake and now I must pay the consequences. Do you remember when I said that your spirit twists around the single error of my life, and I will never be able tear it free? You responded by saying I will tear it free- when I come to realize that you will be my only wife, or no wife at all. Elizabeth, you are my only wife. I committed a terrible sin; I broke one of the commandments. I thought fondly of Abigail for a time; but I never had love for her. You know I am an honest man and I would never lie.
There are a few things you must promise me. First, you will never blame yourself for my actions. You kept our house warmer than all of the homes in Salem. It was my entire fault because I took advantage of your kindness. I did not realize how wonderful you were until I almost lost you. Secondly, you must promise me you will always keep your honesty and integrity. When we were in court you almost cost me my life, but you were trying to protect my name. For that, I am forever grateful. Lastly, promise to be a wonderful mother for our children. Take care of them and help them to make good decisions. I want them to grow up to be better than me.
Even if I was not the loving husband I should have been, I always meant to please you, Elizabeth. No farmer could ever ask for a better wife. Right before I die, I will be praying for you and everything you have done for me. When I am gone, be brave and do not shed a tear; that is what they want from you. The town has been corrupted; we did our best to save it. Even though we failed, we succeeded. You helped me to discover what was inside myself and I will always appreciate that. Most importantly, always remember, “Do that which is good, and no harm shall come to thee.” I love you Elizabeth, I always have and I always will.
Sincerely your husband,
John
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